I've been doing some thinking while charging straight ahead on since the year of the Ox has come to play... I'm thinking, I need to find more stable ground on where I am, where I'm heading and where I want to be...
Its odd, after all this time of upping and leaving my home, and after a heck load of trials and revelations back home, getting out of a bad relationship, and not cooking for over a year... I knew I came over to the Island to find myself, and find myself I did, though, I feel its still missing some things, maybe my tenure with my current place is about to be up (and not at a right time with the current economic season, though I'm optimistic^^)
My love for cooking, I feel is still growing, its not come to a stop yet, I feel like its time that I really started to get into the real world of cooking, I miss the real combat ground, where one honors and do right for the ingredients, ideas and concepts of my peers, something I've missed alot when I just starting out.... The passion is still there, just that I thought I had killed it as my former life back home, though now I'm more confident in my skills, I wanna move forward and keep getting better...
I'm getting there, and the journey so far has been extremely insightful for me, getting to re-acquaint myself in the field that I know I will be in for a loong time ahead^^ I know I'll reach my destination, when, I don't know, but I do know that I don't want to stop, I want to get better in what I love doing and which is my Passion!!



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wow so much post in one go!!!!
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