Just when you think everything was ok....

Funny how life tends to come up with its own twist and turns just when, just when you are done figuring out what was thrown to you in the first place... I've learnt so much moving forward yet sometimes, I feel like as if I've moved back a couple of steps too...

I've been thinking that maybe today I should've just stayed in bed and not gotten up to blog-_-'' but then again I won't have an outlet to vent out...

Firstly, I've got personal baggage which I've not fully settled back home and its been quite stressing this past month, just trying to figure out how best to move forward with it and let go...

Secondly, some issues with those that are related to you, people you thought you could trust but in the end find out how bad and rotten these people are when times change and they find that they have a chance to really make your life difficult and all it boils down to is just about monetary issues; sad I know... But I think some people justify their life through monetary value...

Don't they realise that once you pass on to the next life what you have now will not mean a thing if you have not made an impact in your life to help and care about those around you? In the end is it really worth it to place your life on money, especially money that comes from inheritance, something which in the first place does not belong to you but only when the person that owns it passes it on to you and those that the person trusts? Why bicker and make so much out of something when its not yours in the first place?

Honestly I find it sickenning when people fight over it, yes, you do need money to help you in your everyday life but do you really need it to control your life and show people that you have it all? I honestly find these kinds of people to be empty shells who can only move on in life if they think that they've attained the highest aspect of monetary values where they manipulate people and feel superior to others...

To sum it up, I'm a big believer of karma, and the saying of what goes around comes around; and whether you like it or not, it will always find ways to come back and let you experience what you've done to others and hopefully you can learn from it, but if you don't then its your own arrogance that has made you refused to see your own actions and learn to better yourself^^

Sorry guys, if you're reading the entry and find it depressing, just that I think I'm getting burn out.. I think I just need to refocus on myself and try to find ways to better myself no matter what life throws at me(though sometimes its easier said then done hehe;p) Well now its just me and my black coffee^^ hmm.. wonder if I will post another entry later on as I feel better after writing this hehe;p